I have to change to lose everything.
I choose to change.
Maybe I’m one of those people who burnout by 24. Not everyone sees 60,70,80 years old.. Why do I think I deserve to see those years? I’ve never accomplished anything, or loved myself in all 21 years I’ve been breathing. Somebpeople live sad and die. I don’t deserve a husband, kids, a home, a future.. I’ve never loved myself. I’ve always been given help and never proven I’m capable of anything. I’m not capable. I’m laying on the floor in tears with my anxieties gripping at my throat. No need to call for help, there’s no fixing the fucked.
People need to be encouraged. People need to be reminded of how wonderful they are. People need to be believed in - told that they are brave and smart and capable of accomplishing all the dreams they dream, and more. Remind each other of this.
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Stacey Jean Speer (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
